I spent the night on the internet, I had a bad Insomniac night, partly due to back pain and partly due to acid reflux, (I have a test coming up that you cant take acid reducers for two weeks prior) you would think that it would just be heart burn….but it feels more like a heart attack, or some other god awful heart or chest thing. I have rarely had heartburn, but I somehow have severe chronic gastritis. some folks know it as GERD, which stands for Gastro-Esophageal Reflux Disease.
AnYWAY, I started listening to music….and I felt so touched….sad, Joy, soothed, excited, inspired……That is all I want. No riches…I just want to inspire the same way. I don’t play music, but I can see things when I hear the music….it makes me want to breath deep and paint what I see! It makes me feel so at peace to paint it out….to see the colors make the emotion that I feel. I know I am not, nor will I ever be Picasso, but I cant help but throw paint…..no matter what I cant do….this I must do. I have written letters to my family for the event that I should pass, you never know really, and You never really get to say goodbye the way you want to, but I wonder if I shouldn’t just make a video of my art with messages between the photos, I think that might be more beautiful, and even more expressive. I will have to think on that. In the mean time, Here is a piece of Music and one of the things I saw while listening.