Hi and Hello! I have been seeing ads for how to make money with your blog, how to blog as a business, How to create your blogging empire…….
I just want to blog to connect with fellow souls, to share MY story so maybe someone out there doesn’t feel alone, so they know that there are others who go through some pretty tough shit? and have still got back up and moved on! If somehow I make money? well we all need money, but I can tell you this? I wont kiss ass, or change my style, or make it sound good just to make a buck. I wouldn’t sign contracts and be owned, not even for millions….My soul is priceless, and Its not for sale, but I WILL share what I go through, and what I feel, and give advice to the best of my ability when and where ever I can. Money or no money? Here? its all REAL.
I had a doctors appointment on Thursday and it was at 12 noon…at 1 pm I went to the counter and asked the receptionist how much longer, because my husband needed the car for work at 2 pm….she said there were still 5 people ahead of me…..so I told her (even though I already paid 100 dollars) that I would like an appointment for Friday to be able to SEE the doctor before 2 pm so my Husband Could have the car for work….so she made it for 10 am on Friday. Irritated….I woke up late but the doctor is practically next door so I got there at 10 minuets after 10 am, but I wrote that I got there at 10. Do you know…..That I sat in the lobby until 11:37, and then sat in the Exam room until 1:04 pm. The doctor looked at me when he came in and seemed like he didn’t know WHO I was……so I feel like I am officially a “number” again. he spent 5 minuets in the room, and was gone, I doubt he really heard my concerns, and here he is making $1200.00 and hour….This made me really sad. I have too many health issues to be JUST a number. If a doctor is reading this can you tell me “why”? I don’t understand. and then when I got to the pharmacy they had 3 different dosages for my thyroid…..they asked me which one was right……*sigh* and they wonder why we need “antidepressants”.
I was tempted, and it has crossed my mind to use illegal drugs to lose weight, but for me? it would probably kill me. I cant take the chance, and whose to say the “dealer” wouldn’t cheat and put Drano in something…..you know? Nothing much else went on the last few days. I have been walking on my treadmill an hour a day, NO incline because of my back. I got Alli to try and block any fat, but to be honest? I can go 2 days without eating…..THAT is my problem, not OVER eating. and I eat Raw veggies and fruit with skins on when I do eat……we will just have to keep trying….and hope for the best! I will post again soon, I got all my boxes to mail the books so I will start selling them on ebay or etsy, Keep your eyes peeled! 😉 Peace Out !